Saturday, January 19, 2008

It's not just a river in Egypt.

So there it is. I've laid it all on the line and it's coming back to bite me in the ass. It would be so easy to say that I should have seen this happening, but when you put so much of your heart into it, how can you really give up? Is this what it feels like to fight a losing battle? Being able to determine whether I should push on the gas or hit the brakes is proving to be much more difficult that I thought. What happened to good, old fashioned "boy meets girl"? When did everything become so complicated? I've reached a plateau where I know I'm in denial. I should realize that it's inevitable, and let it breeze by. I really should.

I can't.

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